today sucks
I feel like all I do is use this blog to complain. I complain about K. I complain about work.
I think I hate my job. Once again I did not get promoted and was told the usual BS. "Not enough management experiene" I have almost 2 years of management experience. Oh well then "not qualified" Really? Out of the 100+ people in our department I am one of the only ones that have been there longer than 6 months. I told my best friend today I think the reason is it's just my face that won't get me promoted. I dunno if I really dwell on it, I think maybe it's because I'm 6 months pregnant and that's another reason why. Oh well, I will look for other positions in the company back at the building that is wonderfully 10 miles from the house. I should have never left. Pastures are not always greener and lesson has been learned.
I also do nothing but complain about K but it seems that lately the negative out weighs the positive when it comes to that kid. He has no respect and no sense of responsibility. He won't do his chores and when he does them he only does them half way. I keep asking the hubster to call the bio to have K spend the weekend with her. Just so we can get break from one another. He usually goes to Bio's parents house for a big chunk of the summer and has not been able to this year because situations in their family have changed and now PawPaw has rejoined the army and is going overseas.
I have been asking the hubster to call bio for 3 weeks now but he is afraid to because he doesn't know who she is living with and the last time she called in May her voicemail sounded like she was stoned out of her mind.
Mind you I'v known this woman for over 10 years so I have a great grasp of if she is high, drunk etc. That and a phone conversation between she and I where she says "I am schizophrenia, this is why I like to drink and do coke" It kind of makes you iffy about letting your kid be around someone who says this even if they are biologically related or not.
Anyways, the hubster has yet to call her despite my multiple requests. I can't really blame him but she gave birth and it would be nice for her to actually take responsibility for K for once. Even though K did not want to return phone call back in May. K hasn't spoken to or seen Bio since November but by now we all know this is nothing new. I just hope it all works out.
I think I hate my job. Once again I did not get promoted and was told the usual BS. "Not enough management experiene" I have almost 2 years of management experience. Oh well then "not qualified" Really? Out of the 100+ people in our department I am one of the only ones that have been there longer than 6 months. I told my best friend today I think the reason is it's just my face that won't get me promoted. I dunno if I really dwell on it, I think maybe it's because I'm 6 months pregnant and that's another reason why. Oh well, I will look for other positions in the company back at the building that is wonderfully 10 miles from the house. I should have never left. Pastures are not always greener and lesson has been learned.
I also do nothing but complain about K but it seems that lately the negative out weighs the positive when it comes to that kid. He has no respect and no sense of responsibility. He won't do his chores and when he does them he only does them half way. I keep asking the hubster to call the bio to have K spend the weekend with her. Just so we can get break from one another. He usually goes to Bio's parents house for a big chunk of the summer and has not been able to this year because situations in their family have changed and now PawPaw has rejoined the army and is going overseas.
I have been asking the hubster to call bio for 3 weeks now but he is afraid to because he doesn't know who she is living with and the last time she called in May her voicemail sounded like she was stoned out of her mind.
Mind you I'v known this woman for over 10 years so I have a great grasp of if she is high, drunk etc. That and a phone conversation between she and I where she says "I am schizophrenia, this is why I like to drink and do coke" It kind of makes you iffy about letting your kid be around someone who says this even if they are biologically related or not.
Anyways, the hubster has yet to call her despite my multiple requests. I can't really blame him but she gave birth and it would be nice for her to actually take responsibility for K for once. Even though K did not want to return phone call back in May. K hasn't spoken to or seen Bio since November but by now we all know this is nothing new. I just hope it all works out.
posted by MC at
6:40 PM
1 Comments:
We all need a break from our kiddos! Jacob is acting the same way right now and he usually spends part of the summer with my mom but didn't this year and he's driving me crazy! I kinda feel your pain.
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