Catch Up

I was doing so well I thought!! It's been almost 2 months since the last update.

My life right now goes like this....

I am currently sitting in my bed, a week away from being induced, flipping back and forth between Cougar Town and Game One of the World Series in which my Texas Rangers are appearing for the first time.

Yes, I called them mine because I can.

K is now living with the bioMom. We are currently in the third week of this change and still trying to adjust. We are dealing with it even though it isn't easy. We have had him in our lives daily for the last 6 years that hubby and I have been together and 7+ since they split up.

I think R thinks he is just gone for a visit. We have just had SO MANY issues with him that we haven't divulged to anyone. I just don't feel I need to blast ALL of our business on the internet or to my friends really. We miss him. I know it's hardest for the Hubs because it was just he and K for so long. He didn't have help with raising him until I popped into his life at 3. Yes, we still love him.  We miss him. We just hope we made the right choice.

He didn't want to go at first so we made the deal with him that it could only be until 5th grade started but now I worry that he will want to stay permanently. He has cable in his room there.  Here they are limited to the amount of tv and video games they are allowed to play. I am guessing he doesn't have the daily and weekly chores he has here. Last week she was going to bring him to visit and he didn't want to.  I asked him why not and he said that he felt he needed to get adjusted to being there more. That is something she said to Hubs when we started talking about visitation. It almost sounded like her talking through him. It kind of hurt my feelings and I know it hurt Hubs he just didn't show it.